Time

The long awaited answer… The long and painful fights… Sometimes you wonder, did you try your best in the things you did? Was it enough doing what you did to preserve the things you love most, the stuff you cherish most, and the times you want planted in your memories forever.

But things fade with time, and time heals all hurt.

All things comes to an end even if you try so hard to prevent it, things break and fall, people come and go, words spoken and forgotten, and time goes on and on. Sometimes… yea sometimes. Sometimes you just hope and pray that time would stand still for a moment, just a moment. Visions clashes, memories faded, and all you could think of is what’s happening at the moment, never wanting to let go.

It hurts… yes it hurts so much at times it makes you cry, but does it matter.

To the world outside you’re just another, one of the many fools that gave in to their hearts and lost everything. How could this happen? Does forever not exist? Do emotions and feelings not last? How stupid could a person be to stay like this? You wonder. People have been wondering for ages. To answer simply, it’s just a simple click in the brain, but it looks more complicated than that. It grows… within one and one only, sometimes shared by two.

It all happens in you… Don’t expect others to sympathize and feel the same as you.

Have you ever wanted something so much it hurts? Well yea, most people do. What if it’s not as simple as wanting, and more towards needing? It carries you within, it gives you strength, it touches you, it puts a smile on your face just by being itself, it makes you feel as if the world is a much better place despite all the crap you’ve been through, and most of all, it completes you.

How often in life do you find something like this?

The hardest part is that it was yours… for a moment. Yea… a moment. To make matters worst, it planted its seed right in the core of your brain, and nothing you do or say is gonna replace that part. But it had to leave your side, it just have to. For reasons you can’t accept, or maybe… won’t accept. It’s so fucking frustrating you’re angry and sad at the same time. Sometimes you feel like slitting your wrist just to numb the pain.

To give a little time just to heal.

But, we do know that this is just a phase in life. It depends how you take it, you can either walk it off laughing to yourself and go on with life, or you can whine over it day and night trying to relive the memories. Things happen yes, but it always happens for a reason. As soon as you realize what the reason is and accept it with an open heart, you’ll feel the weight lifted and ready to go on with life as always. But remember… Never fall for the same trick again, and again. Unless you know, that you know… it’s worth it.

Stop chasing what you can’t have and learn to accept what you can. At the end of the day, you’ll see that it’s all just a simple click in the brain.

“Better by far that you should forget and smile than that you should remember and be sad.”
-Christina Georgina Rossetti-